This should have been my happiest vacation.
I think you cannot just have anything in the world.
I was so excited. Over the top.
Can’t stop talking about it for the past 3 months or so.
I so wanted to treat my love ones.
For my Filipino family to meet Zoë.
For my family to finally meet the man who stole my heart.
Here I am, ready to fly.
Ready to see my grandmother.
In a coffin.
Am I ready?
Will I ever be?
I love you so much Lola.
Everything for you.
9:53 pm, 18/08/2014
On board Etihad Flight bound to Abu Dhabi from Brussels.
Ready for take off.